In Your Arms

Lying in your arms

Peaceful, serene listening to your heart beat

Blue skies, gentle breeze whispers of love

Between our souls

Heaven we create together when

Our bodies lie entwined

Mixture of pleasure, rapture, forever

Emotions undeniable float in and out

Soft hands caress

Sweet lips kiss

Fingers searching

Coming to rest on that special place

Desire builds as thoughts race

To be fulfilled

But this really doesn’t begin

To touch what I’m feeling

Laying here in your arms

His Sins

He stood on a cliff overlooking the ocean

Salt sprays rain in the air his thoughts strayed

To all his past sins

He committed a little bit of each

He lied,

 Cheated,

Coveted, and yes

 He even killed

As he watch the violence of the sea

Reminding him of the rage in his heart

Was he worth loving, he thought not

He lied,

 Cheated,

Coveted, and yes

 He even killed

He took a step closer to the edge

One foot dangled just a tad over

One more step and he’d be

Lost forever

He lied,

 Cheated,

Coveted, and yes

 He even killed

Would he be missed?

Someone out there crying

For his soul damned by years

Of abuse in turn he abused other

He lied,

 Cheated,

Coveted, and yes

 He even killed

The vicious cycle of life was

Coming with a vengeance looking

Over that cliff so many thoughts paraded

Through his mind

He lied,

 Cheated,

Coveted, and yes

 He even killed

His mother had loved him once upon a time

He didn’t know his father and didn’t

Really give a damn

Clouds rolled in turning the morning grey

The sun ran away if acknowledging his duplicity

He lied,

 Cheated,

Coveted, and yes

 He even killed

Out in the distance he spotted a seagull

Wondered what it must of felt like

Soaring through the air with all that freedom

Beneath his wings, being free he never experienced

Always locked in some inner battle with himself

He lied,

 Cheated,

Coveted, and yes

 He even killed

The sea was calling him

The waves echoed in his mind

Telling him he’d find the peace

And freedom he was denied

One more step he’d find the answer to

So many questions

Life eternal

He lied,

 Cheated,

Coveted, and yes

 He even killed

I Need Another Scotch

What do I do now throw my hands up wave a white flag and surrender

Stagnant unmoving emotions on a roller coaster of disaster

No more to the point of staggering off a cliff free falling

Well maybe it’s even more than that unscrew the top pour a shot

They say if you hold a bird to long it loses all since of self, crippled by dependency

No independence, wait clipped wings don’t grow back do they

Oh hell the sense I’m making, none take a sip

Too many hours spent going over this road map called, what, life?

Damn what was the name of that psychiatrist just as well probably

Put a spell on me instead of helping me to figure out my self

Lie on his couch watching his luscious mouth

Each word he forms making me warm

His deep expressive eyes undressing me, yep I know what

He’s thinkin and I’m thinking it too next one make it a double no ice

Okay I’m putting the glass down everything is becoming

 Muddled scuttled there’s a rattle going off inside my brain

Laughter, is someone else in the room with me or

Am I going insane?

Oh okay it just me then again I think the

Man on TV is speaking let me turn up the sound

“Are you sitting alone in a dark room talking to yourself? Well if you are you might

Want to get off the damn couch and turn on some lights” the bottle is empty

I need another scotch

As She Tantalized

As She Tantalized

Her hips were swaying to the beat

Long  sexy legs captivated

All the men in the room held mesmerized

Eyes closed head titled back her body moved

In fluent motion she licked her hot pink lips

Letting the music be her lover

Making love to her as she

Bumped and grind, gyrated her hips

Her hand ran down her thighs inviting

Temptation

She moaned as the music took over

No one could take their eyes off of her

Beautiful vision,

Desirable,

Seductress,

Dynamic personality

Inside she was poison wine

But that didn’t stop the men

From wanting her

They lusted in their hearts

Watching from a distance

Some who were bold enough to approach

Felt like king of the world

When they got her attention

A coy smile on her mouth

She knew her body was a spell

She cast so well

Pick and choose of any man in the room

Smoke filled atmosphere

Shot glasses slammed down on the bar

Someone shouting for another refill

Music screamed deafening ears

As her body tantalized

Asher body tantalized

As her body tantalized………….

Dreaming In Color

Close my eyes, run my hand across your empty side

Bed is cold, lonely, the smell of your cologne still lingers

Roll over onto my side curl up into myself, wishing you were

Lying next to me holding me tight

Sleep eases its way in

Dreams begin

Laughter,

Tears,

Joy,

Heartbreak,

Birth,

Sorrow,

Life,

Passion,

Giving,

Taking,

Sharing,

Blessings,

Curse,

Forgiving,

Loving,

Moaning drifting deeper into my dream,

Dreaming in color

Crying My Heart Out To You

Careful of the tightrope walked

Rage has tittered on the edge

Yonder there is a place

Insatiable desires corrupt

Negligence of a heart

Gone away broken

Mystified

Yearning

Heavens breath breathe

Eternal love

Aching winds blow in pain

Reprieve of sins unforgiving

Thievery of emotions

Obfuscate inner soul

Utopia lives within

Tangible spirit dances

Timorously standing on threshold

Ostracize by fate

Yesterday is gone

Odorous passion still lingers

Unrequited love has awaken to

Crying out my heart to you

No Shades of Gray

She didn’t know why she felt so sad

Tears came and she couldn’t understand

There was a feeling inside of her that

She couldn’t seem to touch

No matter how hard she tried to

Understand and connect

Was she missing something, someone

She took the sadness with her to

Bed and awaken with it each morn

Wrapped in the arms of an emotion

She couldn’t describe only to say

It never left her and everyday

She carried it, becoming more a part of her

For some great sin was this her price

To be cursed always with this

Sadness inside of her

She couldn’t get drunk enough

Ingest enough pills there was

No relief for the ill feeling

She lived with

Turning to sex only increased her pain

What was left?

The louder the sound of voices in

Her head deeper the pain she was in

Sadness damned her and took

Over her existence

So I guess you could say her world lost all

Color and in the end all she saw was black

No shades of gray